WHEN I DIE…

What will happen when I die ? Will someone cry ? Of course, my Mom for sure also my dad and sister. Will my other relatives feel anything about me ? Will my friends visit my home to see me for a last time ? Will they cry and scold me ?  Will I die in pain ? An accident ? An incurable disease ?  Heart Attack ? Will someone kill me? Due to old age ? Or worse will I commit suicide ? May be not… What will they do if I die ? Burn me ? But am afraid of fire. In a coffin ? Feels like one will die without catching the last breath. Or worse they will give me to the medical college  to study my inner parts, each and every organs. Still they can't see my inner Heart, they will never know what I feel, what I think and what my heart wants. As per Hindu tradition they will burn me. Still I don't like it. Will I become a Ghost ? A friendly one may be. Or a cruel one ?? Never. It's nice to be a friendly one. No one will see me. Or I can command specific person can see me. I can watch What will happen after I die.  Who will cry who will laugh. Who will praise me ? Who will criticize me? Who loves me ? Who hates me? That will be awesome…

But Will I die soon ?

Am I having an incurable disease ? No

Will I meet with some accident ? Can't say.

Will I have Heart attack ? Probably not.

Will someone kill me ? May be not.

Will I become old soon ? Not in next 40 years.

Will I commit suicide ? Never.

Then why am I thinking like this…….???

Am I mad…? YES… I think so.